The lil man is now 18 months old (1st Jan) and the time has come to talk about having another little one. I've got some concerns though.
How will I cope with two children? Will I be able to bond with a second as much as I managed to bond with Eth? I have passed my driving test. Will this get in the way? How will I manage to potty train Eth and cope with a newborn?
What if my PND becomes worse and I can't cope?
This is my main concern. It's bad enough when Eth catches me crying and wipes my tears away. It should be I who wipes the tears from his face not the other way round. His face is full of concern when he sees me crying and most of the time I do it when he's not around but sometimes it just takes over.
H has no concerns. He wants to be a dad again. I wish I had his confidence and didn't worry about any of this.
Don't get me wrong I would love a sibling for Eth. I've always wanted two kids but how can I get over my fears?
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